Tuesday

broken bouquets
2009 - 1955 - 1972

On  my mother's table 
 in Ida’s House
A small clutch of
 wilted white gladiolus

 Through the kitchen door
 amazing autumn-scented wind
Again I stand at the rim of
 that tiny grave.Tug at my sundress
 Socks smudged with earth

 Somewhere deep beneath my breastbone
 strange paths of ancient pain
 that my 11-year-old mind struggles
 to grip, conquer and name

Wedding evening coming from the church 
 I stop to see my grandmother
 curled, bedridden
 break apart my bouquet
 give her roses

 You years before came
 broken from our mother's body 
we brought you gladiolus
 flower of strength
 buds of remembrance

HENRY'S SON


Born 6 July 1834
South, Lunenburg County

Baptized 27 July 1834
Dutch Reformed Church, Lunenburg

Dies in mid-winter at 18 months 
Apparently a handful of months 
after the family arrives...

Pleasant River Settlement 1836


They aught not do 
this in January

Hiding him in earth
without lilacs or roses

So light  
So soft  
So cold

In her rough cabin
stifled and broken

Mary An keeps watch
beside his small body

Stiff strong fingers pleat her
thin skin of black mourning

Mother 
flesh 
convulses

Remembering the moment he broke
from her womb into this wild world

Two steel-rimmed troughs
cut the snow-slurred muck

Slice through frost
The wagon drags

its burden to the top
of Cemetery Hill

Breathless   Without sound
I sing to you my first son

This harsh earth cries
out for your bones

I kneel and gently lay
my fresh bouquet of tears

Hush      Walk with quiet feet
Children sleep beneath this soil



THE PILGRIMAGE

PART III

   Pte. Joseph William Colp 
                 1919-1943

***
Moro River War Cemetery

May 2017

Now it’s our turn.
Your Newfoundland niece Darlene will come.
Bring her husband and daughter. We are
told it’s warm and dry in May. No mud.
She is the war artist. Paints the valor
and misery of the Blue Puttees.
Battle of the Somme.

801 men went over the top knowing…
68 answered rollcall the next day.

One painting bears the distinctive mark
of your letters home. “I Remain,
Your Affectionate Son, Joe”.
Your carefully placed words
reflect none of Italy’s pain.

“I am sure,” she says,
“we will all be humbled.”

***

Moro River War Cemetery

March 1944

Foreign hands dig up my body
from San Pietro roadside. Bring me
here near Blackie and 100 more of my mates.
At Cassino, just north of Castel di Sangro,
20,000 of the Jerries are buried.
At peace. At last. Under Italy’s brilliant blue sky.

I never think of my German blood.
Came from Wiernsheim. 200 years ago.
I am the one who dies.
Odd. Now we know
by the time this bloody war is over
almost 50 German soldiers who
share my name lie dead.

Josef Kolb

Das nie eine Mutter mehr ihren Sohn beweint.ii

***

Moro River War Cemetery

August 2017

It will be blistering hot, they say.
No cool Atlantic breezes.
If it were spring, Uncle Joe,
I would bring you mayflowers.
We come anyways, more nieces,
Annette and I. Great-nephew Adam.
Like you he takes good care of his mother.
Will drive us along the road to San Pietro.
Stop at the foot of Mount Miglio.
Castel di Sangro. Perhaps another day
wander up to the quiet spot where
so many enemy soldiers lie buried.

Did you know Germany still recovers
thousands of its war dead each year?
The Liri River Highway. Death Valley
they called it. “This,” I jokingly tell my son,
“is our World Peace tour.” He lives in Germany.
Expects a test at the end. Says he will fake it.

We turn east to the Adriatic.
His partner, Gabi, is half Italian.
She will keep us from starving.
Head to her ancestral home. Pescara.
Did you know ¾ of that city was
destroyed by Allied bombs?

Praying for sunshine
the next morning we will drive
½ hour south to the gates of Moro River
_ And. Finally. You. Your niece Barbara
has the right words:

“It makes him seem close at last.”

The cut runs deep.
Today we kneel.
Trace the cross.
Blood. Bone. Earth.

***

They paid me $1.50 a day.
My mother depended on me.
She receives $48.66.
Forwarded by regular mail.

Three months later they catalogue
my earthly wealth. File the list
in a dusty Ottawa department shelf.

A small change purse.
My New Testament.
Photos of my family.

The people of Castel di Sangro
still remember us.
Citizen soldiers.

We weren’t in it for the money.

Semper Fidelis.iii

________________

ii. "That never more a mother will mourn her son."
From ' Rising from the Ruins', national anthem f the German Democratic Republic. Often quoted on war memorials.

iii.  Always Faithful.  Motto of the West Nova Scotia Regiment.


Sunday

THE PILGRIMAGE

Part II



***
Moro River War Cemetery

July 2013

Barb your niece is the next to come.
Kneel before your cross.
Slip her hands inside
this comforting earth.

She covers the offering brought
 from your younger brother Simeon.
He was 13 that foggy morning
you shipped out on the Bergensfjord.
Almost 15 when word came.

He remembers.
Sent a cowbell
forged in the fire
by your blacksmith
grandfather’s hand.

His name was Joseph too.

Quietly she places it now.
You have 23 other nieces.
26 nephews.

Over 70 grandnephews
and nieces.     50 more in
the next generation.
Barb is the one who comes
but they all know your name.

She has been a healer. Now an artist.  
Paints beauty. Lilacs. Mountains.
Pleasant River’s autumn leaves.
(You would remember those.)

Her sister paints the stark reality of war.

An aunt, with deft fingers, weaves
a fresh green wreath each November.
Poppies blood red.

Most men only die once.

***

1943

July

Sicily
The 10th
Operation Husky.  Narrow dirt trails.
Steep volcanic mountains.
Malaria. Exhaustion. Malnutrition.
Just six cups of water.

Burning sun by day. Sudden chill.
Mosquito swarms by night.

Not what we expected
when they gave tropical kit.
Thought it was a ruse
to fool the Krauts.

Glode from Lunenburg
is the first to die.
Just 29.  But older than most.
Two days later it’s Parrsboro’s turn.
Cut down holding high ground
near Monte Della Forma.
Blazing hot sun. Little water.

17 days of bitter fighting lie ahead.

***
Libertinia
The 23rd  
As we near enemy shellfire ceases.
We apply mosquito cream.
Two Goering corporals white flag
encourage us to surrender
or face full fury of the Iron Cross.
Furious Higgins tells them where to go.

Sicily guts 33 of our boys.
Mailman from North Brookfield.
Eugene and Myrtle's son.    Just 22.
Wonder who is left after
a sweating day hot haying.
Sit on the steps.   Share a pop
at Roscoe s store.

***
August

Whistling Hill    
The 2nd   
The bloodiest day. 19 killed.
At sundown under machine gun
protection we retrieve our wounded.

Blood caked on hands and face.
The first real test.
Passed with highest honours.

***

September

Crossing The Messina
The 3rd
Old Greeks believe sea monsters
inhabit these roiling waters.

Reggio, Italy
5 a.m.
Landed. Nova Scotia has the first
boots on the ground.

8:30 a.m.
Both forts now in our hands.
A solitary enemy gun barks.
64 of our guns let loose
on the ill-advised offender.

Silence.

Near Gamberia
The 6th
Heavy rain. Rum takes the chill
from our bones. We hunker down
in spruce forest by dusk.
Lots of spruce in Lunenburg County.
These mountains make ours
look like anthills.

Cold. Drenched.

The 7th
8:30 a.m.
Rum ration issued.

Locri. Four days to Catanzaro.
Then on to Francavila.
San Arcangelo. Laurenzana.
On our way to Potenza.

A five-hour drive. Or a six-day march
up the toe of Italy’s boot. The retreating
Krauts leave blown bridges, mine-studded
and cratered roads.

Potenza
The 28th
A week’s halt. We wait for supplies.
Tonight. A furious thunderstorm.
High winds. Torrential rain.

Autumn grips with biting nails.

The coldest place in Italy. But
Potenza’s heart is warm.
Its wine is good.

Deserted Hitler wants the Italians
to bleed and burn.  Fight Gott dammit,
he tells Kesselring, for every possible inch.

A long and bloody struggle lies ahead.

The 30th
On the road to Campobasso.
Shiver in thin khaki. Pup tents
little protection. Eternal thunder
competes with never-ending gunfire.

***

October

The 7th   
3 a.m.
We enter the battle.

7:30 a.m.
The Fortore River. A perfect
‘killing ground’. Spray of German
machinegun bullets, water and gravel.

Putnam’s deep voice booms:
‘Come on you birds. It’s only ankle deep.’
Steps in. Vanishes. Helmet and all.

Once over, we attack the steep climb.
Brown mud porridge. Bits of straw.
Cling to our boots like farmyard muck.
Years later, this will be remembered
as the Battle of Snowshoe Hill.

Cross 100 yards of open river bed
under heavy enemy machinegun fire.
Our backs are covered by
welcome chatter from
the Saskatoon boys.

Mud makes progress difficult.

On the road to Gambatesa
Putnam answers the ringing
of a German phone.
“The English are here. Ha Ha.”
Replaces the receiver amid
a burst of guttural oaths.

Ahead a strong enemy position
tops the hill.     Our company
gains it by last light.

Practically without food for two days.
We raid a farmhouse. Bake the chickens
Indian-style in clay. AMGOT[i] does not
understand hunger.

We’ve lost Hatt from Milton
and a handful of others.
He was just 23.   Left a war bride
Peggy in Devon, England.

We pass a peaceful night.

***

“Your enemy is always in front of you
You see him coming
You see death coming
Either his death or yours
It’s not a surprise”
-          Sniper Fire, Jonathon Web

***

October

Rumors are thick. We are going
back to England.

The 8th   
It’s early afternoon when Capt. Whynacht
(good Lunenburg County name) arrives
with rations. Came through enemy shellfire
over roads not yet swept for mines.
We evacuate 19 wounded.

A quiet night.

***

The 10th-11th  
Heading toward Riccia.
Terrain too rough for marching.
The Brits’ 1st Airborne arrive
to back us in the coming attack.
Approach enemy stronghold
around midnight.

6:30 am  
The colonel orders advance.
Company C comes under heavy shelling
by the river bed.       We are more
fortunate.    Cross the river and
push on to high ground.

Near the heights of Mont Gildone
heavy mist settles in.      With lack of
vision, thick darkness, we dig in.
A wretched night in the open.

Exhausted. Wet. Comfortless.
Occasional burst of machinegun fire.

***
The 12th  
Morale comes up
with the sun.   At afternoon’s end
Higgins and Putnam both badly wounded
near the river bed burying six of
our dead from the previous day.
Goodchild. Kilcup. MacKenzie.
McCulloch. Taylor and Williams.
The Valley gave us her best.

Putnam dies.
In all, 17 killed, 52 wounded.

***

“We were very young.
We thought we were immortal.”
-          Pte. John Field


***
November

The 1st
November in Campobasso. Middle of
the mountains. Peaks already white with snow.
Bitter rain. Acres of mud. We move slowly.
Eyes firmly fixed on the Holy City.

The 7th
Always bloody raining. Malaria has been
replaced by jaundice.  Our skin takes on
a golden glow.

The 12th

Icy winds. Torrential rains. Improvised shelters.
Eating cold rations.  We hear that one of our boys
MIA in Sicily has turned up in the Vaterland.
Bullet or POW. Hard choice.
God bless you, Amirault.

The 15th
Moving out towards Carovilli, we pass through
scorched villages. Roads little more than mule
tracks. Krauts are leaving nothing behind.

The 16th
Pouring rain. Rivers swelling. We begin
a deadly game of hide and seek.

The 17th
This afternoon Romkey’s patrol surprises
and kills four Germans. Now we know.
We face the Green Devils.

Fallschirmjäger – parachute hunters.
German warrior incarnate
also known as Hitler’s War Machine.
Waiting for us in the woods.

The 18th

At last. A brilliant sunny day. Shortly
before noon, Lt. Blackie Blanchard
leads our B company patrol scouting
toward San Pietro. We meet the devil.

***

“I think I had taken three steps when
the first one hit me. You say a bullet or
piece of shrapnel hits you. But the word
isn’t right.  They slam you the way
a sledgehammer slams you.
There’s no sharp pain at first.”
-          Lt. Col. Jean-Pierre Menard
Fusiliers Mont-Royal

***
The fight was fierce but brief. Outnumbered.
Mortally wounded. My mates bury me at roadside.
Little do we know in four days most of them
will join me into the pitch drenched night
on top of Castel di Sangro. Mortally wounded
himself, Blackie will order his men to leave
his body in German hands. Brave lad, just 22,
Fresh from PEI’s red mud. He did us proud.

***

“West Novas finest chapters were written in
blood and sweat. The men who wore the sunrise
badge through Sicily, Italy and Holland lived
up to its motto firmly. .. 352 were faithful
unto death.”
-          Thomas Raddall
Author and historian



[i] Allied Military Government of Occupied Territories

Tuesday

THE PILGRIMAGE

 Part 1

Pte. Joseph William Colp 
             1919-1943


One by one      we come
Sink our feet ankle deep
into the cold Italian mud
Finding our way to Moro River.

Just 22 when you board the troop ship.
Early morning Halifax fog.
Then Scotland. Sussex. Sicily.
Four months to the Sangro.
And finally beneath the earth
near San Pietro.

We sent our young men.
Our strongest. Our best.
And they died.

Years vanish. Yet the rest of our family
comes searching for you. All taking
different paths. Mother. Brothers. 
Sisters. Nieces. Nephews. We listen
for one last whisper of your voice.

***
Moro River War Cemetery
June 1983

Lillian is the first
The baby sister
Father now dead
Not even four
She will not remember
you whispering goodbye
The rough warm wool of
your khaki West Nova kit.

The Christmas tree stood
til February that Winter of ‘42.
its needles dry and rusty red
Mother so sure the war would end
You. Would. Come Home.

Lillian is almost 80 now.
Memory fading. Yet she remembers.
Has knelt in the bright Adriatic sun.
touched your cross.

“The Lord is thy keeper.
The Lord is thy shade
upon thy right hand”
Psalm 121:5

***










He was a sniper, his brother says
A gentle country boy
with smiling eyes
Perfect vision.

Growing up in the Lunenburg
County woods in the 1930s
The second son
Learned early to shoot clean
Moose. Bear. Deer. Partridge.
More than a dozen lives
depended on it.

Country boys they said
made the best snipers.

Much more than just superb shots
The patience of Job
The eye of a hawk
Nerves of steel
A gentle spirit
A skilled hunter.

There are no white hands in war.

***

1942

It was deep winter
when our ship slipped
into the Firth of Clyde.


Worthing – Brighton
(on the English Channel)

June

The 26th
Sports day. We take honors
by a good margin.  Nova Scotia’s flag
flies triumphant. Our men capture
the Brigade Silver Cup.

Arundel – Littlehampton
(across the Channel from LeHavre)

Early July

High hopes of sea bathing.
Sadly famous beaches pocked with
mines and forbidden.  I dream of
home and the tumbling LaHave River.
The world inside my head.

October

Our old friend Brig. Foulkes turns up
Tells us West Novas are largely
a seafaring population. We will suffer
less from seasickness. Looks to us to
spearhead any landing by the 3rd Brigade.
Englishmen haven’t spent much time
in Nova Scotia hayfields.

Newhaven
(across the Channel from Dieppe)

December

The 25th
Not a creature stirs til 8:30 a.m.
We worship. Sing carols. The familiar
Christmas story. All the turkey and roast
pork we can eat. With all the fixings.
At Drove Hall, trestle tables
bright red and green. Lit with candles.

A gift by each man’s plate. Officers tap
us a bountiful supply of beer.
Rumor has it my father and his 
best friend Arch had a still between
their hills down by the brook.
Alcohol never a guest at our table.

We will remember on night manoeuvres
When we are Wet. Cold. Chilled to the bone.
Lt. Col. Bogert wishes us all Merry Xmas.
Hopes are high the next time we will
have dinner with our families at home.

It becomes clear.
1943 will be the year.

***
“It wasn’t Hell. It was the courtyard
of Hell. A maelstrom of noise and hot
spitting steel. The rattling of machine
guns never stops. Wounded men refuse
to leave. Mud. Rain. Death. Blight.
And desolation.”
                -Matthew Halton
                CBC war journalist
                Recalling the Battle of Ortona
                Christmas 1943

***
1943

Waiting. Waiting. Always bloody waiting.


Crieff, Scotland

Wolfe Force. They called it hardening
Fire live ammunition over our heads
A commando unit shows us
how to kill with our hands
Three enemies await us:
Malaria. Jaundice. And the Germans.

June

The 13th

Communion for Protestants

The 15th, 8:30 am

150 cigs issued to each man
Shoulder patches and division
flashes removed. Take the train
to port of embarkation
Arrive ½ hour ahead of schedule.

Gourock on Clyde

Fog, rain and rising seas

We board the Polish liner, Batory
now known as HMT A8.
She’s also dubbed ‘The Lucky Ship’
Unlike her sister survives the war.

The 21st

Weather fine and clear
We get our first dose of
suppressive mepacrine
Ready for mosquito warfare
Rumor is it makes you sterile.

The 28th

Preparing to depart
Tweedie orders blackout
Convoy will not stop to pick up
anyone who falls overboard
We considered ourselves warned
Put out to sea.

The 29th
In centre of the convoy
We turn west
Disembodied voice announces:
“We are going to the Mediterranean
to take part in the biggest combined
operation ever conceived.”

Still at sea

July   

The 1st
Penhale speaks
Reveals our secret destination
                              SICILY
The whole ship breaks into cheers
We are now part of the famous
8th Army under Montgomery
who makes it clear
Syracuse is expected to be
in our hands by breakfast
the day we land.

The 2nd

Montgomery welcomes us
as ‘magnificent soldiers’
Absolutely confident that
our hunting in the homeland
of the Italians will meet
with sure success.  Wonder what
Hitler tells his boys.

The 4th
Bearing east toward Gibraltar
Depth charges dropped by destroyers
We follow the shining path.

The 7th
Huge force of ships appears
to starboard moving with us
We pray they are American.

The 9th
Last minute details ironed out
Bogert stresses resistance will be
to the last man and the last round
-- even when completely surrounded.

Going ashore

The 10th
We land in 3 to 6 feet of water
aggravated by heavy swells
The load we each carry
made somewhat heavier by
this underwater march.

***

When this Bloody War is over
over 70 million people will lie dead.
Mostly Russian and Chinese.
Most will be civilians.


NOTES:  The West Nova Scotia Regiment proudly carries the honour of the longest fighting record in Canadian history. It dates prior to 1697 under the old French regime. Young men are drawn mainly from the South Shore and the Fundy Shore. Joseph’s Great-Uncle Heinrich was also a member of the early militia. On 19 November 1821 he was issued a “ King’s musquet, bayonet and belt, cartouch box and belt”.  In return for this, he was bound to protect the province from wild Indians.



Wednesday

HAMMER AND TONGS 1923

Joseph William Colp 

My great-grandfather Joseph was
a maker of cowbells

In the old blacksmith shop
at the foot of the homestead hill

fierce fire blazing in his forge
iron hammer
firm and steady hand

Sharp and clear
their clappers sang
as the gentle beasts bent
to chew dry pasture

Or swill a bellyful from
the rich brown brook

Until the day driving
home from Hemford
with his horse and wagon
he heard his own harsh music
hung on the neck
of a Crouse cow

Hacked it off
Brought it home
Claimed his own


On a cold winter Sunday at 73
Set at table
Spilled coins
his week’s labour
from a leather pouch
Dropped dead

Leaves his wife Lavinia
(she who leaves letters for witches)
His grandson – the third Joseph – just 3
By a quirk of fate
finds his home
next to the fence
among Baker Settlement
pioneer stones

Decades later
that bell found its own path
An offering planted
by a gentle hand
in the soft earth
of Italy’s Moro River



Rests forever in the grave
of grandson Joseph

All of them finally home.

Monday

VANISHING Spring 1917

`(from Things I Meant To Tell You)



In this picture, Arch, my gentle grandfather, grips
Eldon, his eldest, by the shoulders.
In a handful of years, these same hands
calloused and sun-hardened
will carve the child’s coffin.

Make it large enough to hold young Mildred.

See how the apple trees – the vanishing astrakhan –
hover around them, about to break open with
summer’s ample promise. Violet, my grandmother,
then so slender and young,
cradles her infant girl.

‘They ate unwashed apples,’ she will say years later
Long after her tears have all been spent. Such deep and
hidden grief. Perhaps this is why I never saw her cry.

Great-grandmother Ida, grafted strong from Plymouth
Plantation stock. She, too, will vanish. Her liver swollen.
Beside her, Bert, the silent son. Forty-four
years later, he lays dying on a pre-Christmas Eve.
Her laudanum bottle is found
at rest in the bottom of his
old pine chest.

Note the chicken coop and log shop. And behind them
a whisper of plank buildings that I can’t quite remember.
Barn and woodshed probably. And the seat,
it would seem, of the mowing machine.

Bitter red currants blossom here.

Young Florrie, just 14, in her apron, looks solemnly
into the camera, not dreaming that she too will name
a child Mildred, replacing the lost.

They are all recovering from the red measles
Elsie, the daughter yet unborn, will say. But today
the sun is hot. Feel its soft breath. See they are sitting
in the earth. Later, that same ground will whisper
cancer and cholera. Listen. Touch your ear
to the invisible grass and listen.


                                                                                       4 Se 2012

Friday

Lavinia

BOLIVAR-Lavinia


My great-grandmother whose
name I cannot remember
had Alzheimer’s
A mammoth woman
Bones bent like my father’s

She left letters for witches
at the foot of his bed
(Although I never could
find out what they said)

Cured his sore throat with
the white of chicken dung
mixed with blackstrap molasses

It took eight men to carry her
down Joseph’s Hill that spring
she crossed the veil

The damp earth mashed
and wagon axle deep
First leg of a long journey
Back the single-tracked Barrens Road
(although in truth her journey
 was much longer)

The country kitchen door finally shut
on the sweet hayfields of her life

The gore of Margaret Smith's mad murder
the mother, covered in blood, standing
at midnight by the foot of her bed

Her handsome husband
Joseph the blacksmith
counting the coins of his day’s labour
spilling from his leather pouch
as he falls dead on her kitchen table

(The Pleasant River wild with strife
She took him home to Begger Settlement
Buried him at the graveyard’s edge)

Her
   turn
      now
         to
            journey
              
               Far
                  out
                     and
                        beyond



NOTE:  Baker Settlement, named for another German ancestor and Hessian deserter, Georg Baker, sounded ‘Begger Settlement’ in South Shore dialect.  Lavinia was born to Charles Boliver and Elizabeth Weagel on 30 Aug 1847 along Pleasant River Road (probably current day Baker Settlement).  She died at 1:30 a.m. on 7 May 1929 in Colpton, Lunenburg County. She was 81 years old.  Cause of death was senile degeneration.  It was a particularly wet spring.

Monday

Elsie eats a Granny Smith apple and remembers



High on Gladys’ Hill
Behind the hulk of
the weather-worn barn
the old Macintosh tree

now, like Gladys, only a whisp
at the edge of her memory
bears the best apples
she has ever bitten

Bright scarlet skin
Inside crisp white and pink
tangy and tart

She and Gladys’ Frances
eldest and adventurous daughters
clutch their fruit and climb

higher and higher
up the ladder
to perch free as summer swallows
on the barn roof
in the sky

crunching
swooping
born to fly


9 May 2012

DAVID, MY BROTHER


That cold February morning when you came / I did not want

you / 'Take him back,' I said / My three-year-old heart

appalled at your bald head / And the fact that you were

not my sister / Instead you crept inside my heart / Still

I continued to send you away / galled because you dogged

my footsteps


Angered that you were ever the baby / Given the warm


and best / The single Sunday afternoon seat in our old Ford

pickup / I left to keep watch on ailing, aging Uncle Bert

My dentist trip denied / because our father promised you


the drive to New Germany / Unattended my tooth grew

sturdy, crooked and ugly


Your grubby little boy hands always

held the biggest half of his heart


On Wednesday mornings / in the Lunenburg County fog


I picked the long row of pickling cucumbers / Sharp spines

pricked my fingertips / You allowed to play / 'He's too young

for such hard work,' they said / My heart bled / All sense of

being loved quickly draining away / and dying


Yet years later / at some undefined moment / your poor


frail body racked and broken / you too lay dying

What was I doing / that moment your heart stopped beating

and I didn't know? / And when I heard / my heart broke too


Shattered into a million wet and glistening pieces

Thin shards that / even now / pierce my body


I hear your voice / See your smile / Meet you on occasion


in a grocery aisle / On the small square of earth / that marks

your grave / I ask Annette to choose two white roses

place them gently in the fading Labour Day light / Crickets

anoint the air with their sweet hymn / I am afraid my fingers

pricked by the rose / might not release the stem / Let you go

8Se09










Thursday

BROTHER (Born too soon)

Summer 1958

This morning I open the gift you give me
Wrapped in the thin breath of a Lunenburg County spring

A wreath of mist-scented mayflowers
Fragile skin, palest pink Leaves tough as leather

Grey granite boulders Their rough cries cut
In a dank distant past and delivered
To this hallowed pasture with intense faith
By some fierce and fiery glacier

Keddy Brook sings its bright melody
Thick and brown it skips over stones
Dipping my fingers into its holy well
I sprinkle your invisible bones
In not living, you avoid death
Sweet stranger who now inherits Jacob's land

I christen thee Jacob
Lift you into the hands
Of an all forgiving God

Centuries from now - long after
I am gone - your young spirit
Will splash through this brook
Still dance on this land
Our sacred trust

You bought this for me with your blood


NOTES: Birthed in Elsie's upstairs bedroom
Your only blanket this chilled hush
A solemn murmur of voices
Alone in my room, I listen
Dr. Bennett's feet retreat down the stairs
No one breathes...

2005 Aug 27